Life is a roller coaster. We all ride it. They have ups and downs, but no matter what, It'll always be rough in some way possible.
I know others who also commit to self harm, its hard to quit, its like trying to quit drinking as an alcoholic, or stop smoking, but I'm not the only one who feels the need for perfection, I know I'm not close to "Scratching the surface" not even two inches of the ground.
I did get bullied; I cut, I tried to commit suicide twice! I was kidnapped and knocked out for 2 weeks, but somehow, I've ended up in the hands of One Direction.
I dont know when I'll ever reach perfection, or being Miss. Perfect, but I do know right now I'm not even close.
Boy, this will be a story to tell to my future kids one day.
“When you stop expecting people to be perfect, you can like them for who they are.” ― Donald Miller