Unbearable Heartbeats (On Going)

~RANCE JALLEN MOLINA~

They say the first heartbeat you notice is the one that changes everything.

Mine started the moment I saw her.. I couldn't control, like thunder trapped inside my chest. At first, it was thrilling, intoxicating even. Every glance, every word, every accidental touch felt like the universe conspiring to pull me closer.

But some heartbeats aren't meant to be tamed. Some heartbeats... are unbearable.

We met three times, each encounter bring joy to me.

Her innocent, almost careless face , a smile shine like star . Which almost felt like heaven

The second, is a storm. I realized how dangerously attached I was, how easily she had taken up residence in the quiet corners of my mind. Which frightened me because i know ...i can't have her.

And the third... the third broke me .. not just cracked but into million pieces when he introduce herself as my cousins girlfriend.

Maybe Some heartbeats warn you to run. Others demand you stay. Mine... screamed both.

And now, standing on the edge of what I once thought was ordinary, I know one truth

"there's no escaping a heartbeat once it's unbearable.".