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You left [SOUKOKU]
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Ongoing, First published Jul 13, 2025
This is a fanfic of the ship soukoku, it's my first time writing a story, so bear with me please😓
This is NOT a one shot, why do some people skip some chapters😭😭
Some things about their teenage years are incomplete, but I don't know much apart from what was shown in the anime and I want the angst to be about their relationship itself.

Dazai and Chuuya started dating in secret at 17, then Dazai left the mafia without a word and they saw each other again 4 years later. Will they solve their differences? Talk things out? Or will they fall apart? Will their surroundings affect them?
They still love each other after all those years, but will that be enough to stay together?
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Hey guys! This is my first story I hope you like it! It's about Dazai and what might have happened if he had stayed with the Port Mafia all those years ago. There is an oc (original character) I really hope you like her. Dazai and Chuuya are still partners and in more ways than one. They have a mission to complete but do they?... (This is an AU -Alternate universe) plus it takes a while for any action to kick in so please bear with! 😅 p.s. the art isn't mine but it's amazing so thank you so much to whoever made it it's outstanding! Btw please comment your thoughts, it would mean a lot. If you guys like this then I might do another but that's a big IF. Enjoy!