Fading Zen (Book 1)

Fading Zen (Book 1)

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Dannie Ybarra By LemonSuccubus Completed

Fading: /fādiNG/  1. To gradually grow faint and disappear.

Zen:  /zEn/  1. A state of focus that incorporates a total togetherness of body and mind.

Book One of the Zen Series. 

Louis Tomlinson is a massage therapist who may appear to be the epitome of 'zen' on the outside, but couldn't be more the opposite on the inside.  He has never been great with relationships; and he's definitely never been with anyone like Harry Styles before.  Harry is a college student and athlete with a wild past of his own.  Their relationship has potential... If both of them can learn to properly deal with the demons of their past.


Warnings:  Smut. Experimentation with kinks. Language.  Repressed anger and depressive moments.  Mention of previous abusive relationship. Two instances of drug use and one instance of joking about rape.

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  • larry
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  • onedirection
  • slash
  • stylinson
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SwitmarielGQ SwitmarielGQ Mar 18, 2017
Why does the chapter end here? I know it's missing something because there's a jump and it's confusing trying to read the next chapter
dis_bitch_luvs_1D dis_bitch_luvs_1D Jun 01, 2017
I really want to see them perform in India... why don't they?
now_kiss_me_you_lou now_kiss_me_you_lou Sep 24, 2016
Me when the teacher asks me a question in front of the whole class
justalittlerain justalittlerain Aug 06, 2016
yo Louis's thoughts are my second favorite thing in this book. I think it's needless to say my first favorite thing is Gary.
cxstaway cxstaway Jul 17, 2016
my whole house smells like chlorine because my entire family are swimmers
vampsx1d vampsx1d Aug 09, 2016
Well my room's ceiling also has glow in the dark painted stars!