Forever Waiting, Forever Hoping - A HanJay AU
12 parts Ongoing I've been in love with Hannie for as long as I can remember. He's been a constant presence in my life, even if only from a distance. We were childhood schoolmates, sharing the same classrooms, the same hallways, and the same fleeting moments that felt like an eternity to me. Yet, despite all these years, it's as if I'm invisible to him. He doesn't even know I exist-or at least, he's never shown any sign of it.
Over time, the weight of this unspoken love has only grown heavier. It's a quiet ache, a longing that lingers in the corners of my heart, refusing to fade. I find myself wondering: How long can I keep loving someone who doesn't see me?
I'm torn between two paths-speaking my truth, laying bare the feelings I've carried for so long, or walking away, freeing myself from this endless cycle of hope and disappointment. For now, I'm stuck in limbo, caught between the logic of my mind and the stubborn hope of my heart.
Every day feels like a battle between holding on and letting go. And yet, a part of me clings to the possibility, no matter how faint, that one day he might see me-really see me-the way I've always seen him.
⇻ DISCLAIMER ⇺
This story is fictional and does not reflect real events, people, or relationships. While characters may share names or similarities with real individuals, their personalities and actions are entirely imagined for creative purposes. Written with respect, this fanfiction aims to entertain without implying real-life truths. Please remember it's a work of imagination. Enjoy!