I loved him, not for his charming green eyes, the ruffles of his hair or his laugh, his smile; for I loved him for the way he became the light in my darkness.
I was in a path leading to insanity but he redirected me, I was the melody that cease to end... be an endless song, going through the same tragedy over and over again. He put a stop to my endless pain, the painful melody playing in my brain.
He was my light but he was also my darkness. He knew how strong my love was for him. He knew that if he left me I would be in pitch black, lurking in the shadows, fighting with my demons. If he left me all hopes would be vanished, my faith... disappeared along with the light.
He knew he could do this to me, love me the one day; give me the light that I needed to survive or leave me the next day and live without a heart... a mind without a stable mentality. He was an angel who saved me but you could easily see the darkness in his eyes... crazy thing is that I wouldn't change a thing
Started: October 13th 2016
Completed: June 6th 2017