If I Knew Then (Phan)

If I Knew Then (Phan)

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ToriDreamsOfTomorrow By ToriDreamsOfTomorrow Completed

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism**             Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

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phanavaa phanavaa Mar 23
alcohol scares me because someone can be fine sober but a whole other person drunk
unicornpig unicornpig Mar 14, 2016
THIS IS OFF TOPIC BUT WTTBP JUST STARTED PLAYING AND I WANT TO CRY
HA_what_life HA_what_life Apr 10, 2016
Why am I laughing? It's 12:20 am and I just fell down the stairs, I think I hit my head or something cuz it's not that late I shouldn't go crazy yet
phan3133 phan3133 Feb 19
My dad used to me like this he got sober and is a lot more nicer but he has a bad temper. He had a slip up a few months ago and things got really bad but he's sober again and when he's sober and in a good mood he's like the best dad ever
omigush omigush Sep 23, 2015
BISH HOW BOUT I SPLASH  NASTY WATER ON U TO CLEAN AWAY THAT ATTITUDE
- - Jul 23, 2015
I can already feel my eyes ready to weep... Do I have a problem?