So for a start im a virgin. -im only 12 so I hope I am- and this is based off of lemons ive read. This is also my very first story and I might make another depending on how this one comes out. Please dont comment mean things. Thats the last thing I need. I just lost one of my best friends to suicide and when his sister texted me and told me this she was pissed. She said it was my fault hes dead. So like any other suicidal cutter I cut a few times and my dad came home and I was on the couch with a shot glass full of bleach. I drank it before he got to me and he took me to the hospital. Im just bored in a hospital bed and ive had a lot of medicine. So this may be a little slurish. So if you need to tell me something thats not bitchy dm me on instagram @alisha._.mariee once again sorry if this story is terrible.