You always have heard the saying "music can save a life" or "music can bring people together." I didn't know that was true until my junior year when a mysterious rockstar made an appearance at our school as a new student. From that point forward, I broke out of my shell little by little, preforming, singing, and understanding how scary and beautiful life can be. How people can change, and how things aren't always what they seem. I find out through these last two years just what it will take to survive this world and see the joy in it all the same. This is a story about friendships, heartbreak, depression, betrayal, love, forgiving, and so much more. This is my story of how I overcame my struggles, and it all started when I met this little blond bastard in the 5th grade. Songfic. Graphic content (AKA TRIGGER WARNINGS), read at your own risk.