𝕄𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝔸𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖 || 𝟚𝕞𝕚𝕟
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...I want to feel happy...
...I want to feel loved...
"Can you make me feel alive?"
𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋
In which Kim Seungmin and Lee Minho, though appearing to be fine on the outside, are dying from within. Both have closed themselves off in different ways, and it's slowly killing them. Will they be able to make each other feel alive again?
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