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shirotailsx By shirotailsx Updated Dec 10, 2017

"Holding back? I thought you were better than this!"

"Let go of your demons!"

"They plague your heart, your mind, until they'll ultimately rip you apart!"


She was always the one in control. She always thought she was in charge of her own destiny, she thought that if she believed enough, things would go perfectly.

Sadly, this isn't a Disney movie, and life's always fun with a bit of spice.

She's not in control. She has demons that will corrupt her. She'll run into bumps along the way.

She'll lose it all.

If you were expecting some kind of lovey-dovey, perfect, romance fanfiction, congrats! You found one. But, with a few twists and turns that will make your head spin.

After all, it's my turn to control and be the puppetmaster.

Rated T for language
Originally Understand Me? Never...

  • elementalpowers
  • haruhi
  • hikaru
  • hunny
  • kaoru
  • kyoya
  • mages
  • magicalness
  • mori
  • ohshc
  • tamaki
caity-devil788 caity-devil788 Mar 28, 2017
Da fuq with the retyping? You wrote some things a crap tone of times.
Tsubasa_Akashi Tsubasa_Akashi Apr 30, 2017
!!! Gosh! Don't tell me the fake full name is Kirigaya Kazuto.
RoseAndThornz RoseAndThornz Dec 02, 2017
I've heard so many referances in here. SAO, Rwby, I think one from vampira knight as well, etc. Am I the only one who saw them???
upbeatlove upbeatlove Jul 30, 2017
Belladonna, hmm, by chance is one of his parents named Blake?
I can’t help but think of the song Demons by Imagine dragons when I read this. Don’t know why.
shiroislife shiroislife Jan 19
Wait. The main character ISN'T sitting near Haruhi or the window in the back corner. Wow.