"Leah sometimes you have to accept something's, you can't change the past. you can only drown them in alcohol, or fly higher than them with drugs." My brother told me that before he committed suicide. And I took his advice and for a year I shut everybody out, my only friends were the drugs. Then I met vic. I was hoping he could fix me. But I think I'm too broken. TRIGGER WARNINGS: Drugs, Alcohol, smut, selfharm, suicide,rape