After a car crash that kills his family, John Kall lost it. He began to drink and do drugs again. His life went down the gutter and he had nothing to live for. However, a friend Suggests going to the army. John is 38 going on 39. Will he be able to live through the raging war let alone boot camp? Was this such a great choice? Follow John on his emotional journey through his past and the present as he lives the life of what should be a teenager.