YES I WILL STILL BE UPDATING! I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN SO LONG BECAUSE IM REWRITING THIS ENTIRE BOOK WITH A NEW BEGINNING AND MORE DETAIL TO BE PUBLISHED! Tyler is living with depression and anorexia, but has been hiding it since it started. He's also in love with his ex-best friend Michael. When Tyler's father passed away, Michael did something that Tyler can never forget. Now that Michael is realizing that Tyler, the boy he's secretly in love with, is falling apart and losing weight rapidly, he knows he needs to step back into Tyler's life. But will he be able to help Tyler? And does Tyler even want help? *trigger warning* self harm, depressing thoughts, suicidal ideology/actions, anorexic/bulimic/ednos thoughts/actions, and bullying.