His Shadow (Book I)
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LokiBoreddd
Complete, First published Apr 30, 2023
Mature
boyfriendbrothersbestfrienddepressionfamilyproblemslossmafiaoverprotectivepanicattackspregnancyrelatablerelationshiprichkidsromanceself-doubtselfharmawarenessteendramateenromanceyoungadult
Book I of 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓸𝔀 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼

After feeling invisible for so long she finally was seen by the one boy that was supposed to be off limits. Little did she know falling for him would be the best and maybe worst thing she could have done in the long run.


***{Sneak Peak ONE}***

"Aurora, I don't want you back in my house if you are willing to act this way. You are no longer my child, I don't know who you are or what you have done with my daughter but you aren't her."

My eyes start to water, great so I am apparently disowned, an ungrateful peace of shit and i'm not good enough for anyone.


***{Sneak Peak TWO}***

I look over at the door to see Juliano opening it. He walks over to me and says, "So we might have a slight problem." I look at him in confusion as he continues speaking, "Do you remember Lucian Kingston?" I nod.

Of course I remember that creep.

"Well he had something to do with your car accident." 

***

𝓐𝓾𝓻𝓸𝓻𝓪 𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓴𝓮, 17, the girl that's always in her brothers shadow. The sweet, loving, smart girl who only gets the bare minimum and acts like she is completely fine. The beautiful brunette that falls for the Wide receiver on the football team thats also her brothers best friend.

𝓙𝓾𝓵𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓸 𝓒𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸, 19, the boy that basically had it all but a relationship, party's all the time with Ashton Blake, plays football, an overprotective pain in the ass, ends up falling for the one girl that he shouldn't have.

When will Aurora finally be able to shine?
Why is Aurora in her brothers shadow?
What will happen in the end?


Read to find out!!


|trigger warning| mentions of Self harm, Suicide, Self doubt, gore, and anxiety.


STARTED: April 30, 2023
FINISHED: May 31, 2023 
PUBLISHED: July 19, 2023 



WRITER GOALS!

1k reads: 07/05/23
5k reads: 12/17/23
10k reads: 6/29/24
20k reads:1/1/25
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