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Pen Your Pride
Start All Over × Luke Hemmings

Start All Over × Luke Hemmings

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court ♔ By cuddlinghemmings Completed

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life.

New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over.

Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again.

Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. 

Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost.

Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. 

It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost.

Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?”

Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. 

When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made.

{Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse}

**This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry**



  • 5secondofsummer
  • 5secsofsummer
  • 5sos
  • ashton
  • ashtonirwin
  • calum
  • calumhood
  • luke
  • lukehemmings
  • lunessa
  • micahelclifford
  • michael
daniels_eyes daniels_eyes Jul 07, 2017
BTR did that but you know they had the bops when i was little😂❤️
At my school, we don't have the rule of shorts going past your fingertips because our arms are different leghths, so it just has to go to our knees
Potterloverxx Potterloverxx Jul 28, 2017
Me because I'm not getting 9 years back after my "best friend" dumped me for her boyfriend after I complained that he was with her literally 24/7 and it was weird (her friend also agreed it was weird)
daddy_muffin_mendes daddy_muffin_mendes Aug 27, 2017
I got bullied by my "best friends" cuz they'd constantly dig at me when they knew I was sensitive and then have ago at me for being upset, I understand the whole joke and stuff but it's only a joke when you're laughing with someone, not at them 🙄😅😞
itz_multi_fangirl itz_multi_fangirl Jul 31, 2017
My sister's high school has a 'dress code' but but no one follows it and no one get in trouble
Oh. I thought this was an Ashton fanfic. . . Well I've made it this far