Start All Over × Luke Hemmings

Start All Over × Luke Hemmings

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court ♔ By cuddlinghemmings Completed

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life.

New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over.

Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again.

Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. 

Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost.

Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. 

It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost.

Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?”

Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. 

When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made.

{Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse}

**This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry**



my school dress code is insane, our shorts only have to have a two inch inseam (shorter than abercrombie shorts...) and we can show up to 6 inches of stomach and you can wear strapless as long as no bra straps are showing. i love california lol
I live in the western suburbs of Chicago, public school. No uniform, but ur shorts have to be mid thigh, and no spaghetti straps. The neckline can only be so low too. No one ever gets caught.
KendraHakk KendraHakk Sep 16
Does she smile at the ground because she's doesn't know that she's beautiful
KendraHakk KendraHakk Sep 16
I just freaking pictured Kermit the frog sipping tea when he said that WTF
Everyone's like 'fab' and I'm like don't worry you can talk to ash about it, he'll understand
zreader1011 zreader1011 Nov 11
the worst part about spreading the news about your own fanfiction is that you get pulled in by other, great ones. Anyways, check out my story, I update regularly!