I rejected two of my admirers and broke up with my very first boyfriend to whom I entrusted my first time. I don't regret any of it. This is my story of trying to start anew. I decided not to go to college in the coming semester after my high school graduation. I wanted to take a gap year to figure out what I truly wanted to do with my life. However in the end, I stuck with my first choice. A year after graduation, it's finally my first day of classes at UC Berkeley and I couldn't be more excited to see what life has in store for me.