(A/N contains suicide and depression, sorry xx)"Joe? Are you ready?!" My mom yells from downstairs. 'Yeah, five more minutes!' I yell back, I look st myself in the big mirror in my room ~Oh Joe, stop trying. You'll never look good.~ (A/N I use '~' for when he thinks something) I grab my beanie and I go downstairs, my mom is already waiting for me. I grab my schoolbag and go in the car with my mom. 'When will I have my own car? I have a driver's license.' "Joe you know we don't have a lot of money, you'll need to save up some money yourself." My mom looks at me and then back at the road, I look outside. I'm going to school on a train, so it'll be sitting alone on the train for 2 maybe 3 months. We arrive at the station and my mom kisses my cheek. "Be safe honey, love you!" 'Yeah, love you too.' I go to the train platform and I sit down on a bench there, I look around and I see a boy who's probably my age staring at me. As soon as he sees I saw him he looks away, I chuckle and then I put...