Book is going under major editing so please don't read it till May 29th. If you read rn then it will be very confusing. Warning. BOOK HAS SOME CLICHÉ SCENES TRIGGER WARNING(S): SELF HARM, ANOREXIC, DISORDERS, HARRASSMENT, AND SOME abusive SCENES! "Why are you always trying to ruin everything?" Matthew whispered, his eyes becoming glossy. "You don't deserve to know." I mumbled, warm tears sliding down. "Are you serious? I do deserve to know, after everything we have been through!" His voice increasing each word. His hand waving around showing his anger and confusion. "Because Matthew," "Because what?" "Everything has ruined me."