**Prologue:**
Skyler Lopez was the shyest girl you'd ever want to meet, she's a nerd with a big heart, but a year ago, something changed. That day, everything changed, and she made a promise to herself that the girl she once was would never be the same again. There are only three people she can trust now: her best friend, Amber Jones, and two more, Andrew and Maya Moore. They know her secret, and they've known each other since childhood.
But there's something they don't know: Skyler hates who she was, and she's never been more in disgust with herself since that day. She had a change of heart over the summer, and now she is not the same person. She's still a geek, but she's determined to become a strong woman. She's also had a crush on the popular and bad boy, Jayden Moore, since she was a child. But he has never been in love with anyone but himself.
His girlfriend used to bully her all the time because of him. Girls want him because he's sexy, smoking hot and awesome, created by the Gods themselves. Always in trouble, Jayden is the type of guy who knows how to please a lady with his blue and green eyes. Will these two find each other, or will they leave things as they are? But Skyler has a secret, can she keep it to herself or will he find out what it is?
**Warnings:**.
- Attempted suicide
- Bullying
- Sex Scenes
- Bad language
- Kinky stuff
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**Note: **English is not my first language. French is. So I am sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes.
Meet Violet Summers. She's the sarcastic girl who doesn't really ever get noticed by anyone. She blends into any crowd because of how "normal" she is. And she loves it. She wouldn't be able to stand the attention of everyone around her. That's why she won't tell Ryan Bloore, her crush for three years, that she practically worships the ground he walks on. Ryan is the captain of the basketball team at their school, so guys see him like he's a god and girls act like he walks on water. If they were to date, all eyes would be on her- she would be under everyone's scrutiny. So she's kept her feelings a secret, and she's done her best to suppress her emotions these past years, but she's realized that she's been so caught up in making people not notice her that she didn't realize how lonely she would be when no one was watching.
Now meet Ryder Knight. School bad boy. Quarterback captain and heartthrob. The kind that wears a leather jacket and has tattoos all over his arms. The one who shows up to school riding a motorcycle. Just your average run of the mill "if you get involved with this guy, you will meet some serious trouble" kind of male. Well, too bad for Violet, she's stuck with him now. After all of the years of pushing away her feelings for Ryan because of her fear of being seen, she is now all anyone can look at- because of Ryder. Because of him, she can feel their stares, and she hates him for it. The longer they spend time together, the more Ryder starts to realize he actually enjoys being around her-despite her snarky comments about how much she despises him. And if Violet is being completely honest with herself, she's also starting to realize she might not actually hate the fact that people are noticing her now, but hate the way Ryder makes her feel.