Muted Love~h.s.

Muted Love~h.s.

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The Weeknd's whore By lewisyes Updated Dec 29, 2015

I will never fit in because I was not meant to ~Cher Lloyd


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Evie

Have you ever felt like the whole world was against you? Like no one around you really cares? That maybe, just maybe, if you disappeared,  no one would care about you being gone? 

Half of me hopes that other people have not gone through the struggles I have, but the other half yearns for someone who understands me and my struggles.  

 Seventh and eighth grade were the worst years of my life. I don't even want to venture there...maybe some other time. 

But I'm hoping high school will be different.  That there will be someone who understands me and accepts me for who I am. That I will not be made fun of for the silliest things. 

That I might fall in love. 

Ah, love. What exactly is love? I've never truly experienced it, unless you count the way I love my family.  But I don't want to think about loving my family, when what I want is love from someone who's just like me, but also...

    Awww I'm already so in love with this book seriously it sounds so soft!!!!!
    lolaa8822 lolaa8822 Aug 18
    You're 14 sit down. Find love? U just got your first period.. smh
    I know that was an obvious response but i do even thoughit doesnt always seem like it
    Same. Its the time where puberty hits and you're left looking like a pimpled freak.
    Leppardlife Leppardlife Sep 03
    Guys it doesn't actually mean he's 7 foot, it's a hyperbole, chill..
    I'm dying over her lmao this girl is too funny. I used to think that way before I started high school...trust me she'll get a rude awakening soon