Muted Love~h.s.

Muted Love~h.s.

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The Weeknd's whore By lewisyes Updated Dec 29, 2015

I will never fit in because I was not meant to ~Cher Lloyd


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Evie

Have you ever felt like the whole world was against you? Like no one around you really cares? That maybe, just maybe, if you disappeared,  no one would care about you being gone? 

Half of me hopes that other people have not gone through the struggles I have, but the other half yearns for someone who understands me and my struggles.  

 Seventh and eighth grade were the worst years of my life. I don't even want to venture there...maybe some other time. 

But I'm hoping high school will be different.  That there will be someone who understands me and accepts me for who I am. That I will not be made fun of for the silliest things. 

That I might fall in love. 

Ah, love. What exactly is love? I've never truly experienced it, unless you count the way I love my family.  But I don't want to think about loving my family, when what I want is love from someone who's just like me, but also...

High school is crying because you didn't know there was a test.
Wtf bitch you’re 14 tf you mean you wanna get used? I mean you, me and a litre of holy water are gonna have a talk...... maybe the bible too and Jesus bc you need Jesus right now
lolaa8822 lolaa8822 Aug 18, 2017
You're 14 sit down. Find love? U just got your first period.. smh
woofsaysthehorse woofsaysthehorse Dec 27, 2017
your family loves you. stop thinking that no one cares about you
queenlilly368 queenlilly368 Aug 03, 2017
I'm dying over her lmao this girl is too funny. I used to think that way before I started high school...trust me she'll get a rude awakening soon
High school is for you to concentrate not for you to be desperate for some dick