My name is Maddie and I have been in a orphanage 5!years and I'm now 15. The reason for me being in here is because my parents were alcoholics and drug addicts. They would come home each night and beat my and one night I put up a fight and my dad said if you are ready to fight like a big girl you are ready to play big girl games so from that night on I would get raped. I also used to get bullied at school and that made me start cutting and not eating and if I do I will make myself sick after. The only thing keeping me alive is Fifth Harmony, Taylor Swift and Demi Lovato.