Under Serious Reconstruction - i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. when you have a mother erased of everything but the ability to consume any drug available, it is not easy trying to live, successfully. it is not easy to keep faith, it is not easy to understand the reasoning. when you have a father of many wrong doings, one that has committed many sins to you, it is not easy searching for forgiveness. it is not easy trusting again, it is not easy to understand how one could abandon such child. therefore read Pained, a story of many tears, smiles, and probably even laughter, to step into the shoes of a young girl victimized by drug use, and abused by struggle.