Rebirth of the childhood friend

I have done everything I could so that you can like me and spare a glance at me however in your heart you only have her.
What does she have that you love her but not me?
Can't you see in your love I have stooped so low that I'm degrading myself
I have been in your life for thirteen years and she only came into your life three years ago.
Did you ever have feelings for me ?
Did you even consider me as your friend?
Then why don't you believe me ?
I didn't do anything.

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Like any other cliche story, I fell for my best friend and he didn't return the same feelings for me.
I admit I was a fool
But I was a fool for love
How do I even correct my wrongdoings when all I ever did was love someone?
I just thought that if I tried hard, he would notice me.
I never confessed, not because I was afraid of losing his friendship.
I never did because I was afraid of rejection.