Chapter one preview For the past couple of months I would just sit and cry to pass my days, So many regrets and things id like to undoe but not enough time. i never thought it would be me out of all my friends to breakdown, its normally me thats the shoulder for everyone to cry on, but here I am crying on the shoulder of a stranger. Sometimes i feel to kill myself and done, but i know that would ruin any chance I have of gong heaven "sigh". Only if someone had told me how stressful and emotional loosing your virginty would be, atleast then i would have built up a barrier inside to contain all these feelings i av that just wanna burst out of me. Im Homeless,Pregnant in the middle of a nervous breakdown and all at the age of 15. Ive lost everythimg but ma faith in the last year, and only God knows what the next couple of months hold for me.