You're worth it to me

"I think we've made a mistake" he says softly "We've all started to out down the virtues of the other factions in the process of bolstering our own" "yea well it's not like we knew this was going to happen to me" i replied

"what does it mean really" i say while slightly touch his tattoo "I didn't want to do that, i want to be brave and selfless,and smart, and kind, and honest" he clears his throat "i continually struggle with kindness"

"Yeah well no one is perfect and i like this person, this person saved me from dying"

" I never thought i would say this but you like me, in a way "

"how so?" he asked

" I used to think that I was the only odd one out, the only one that didn't fit in. I would hate myself because i was the odd one out, but after a hating myself for that i learned that maybe me being the odd one out is what made me the better version of me"

"Well then i guess that is one more thing we have in common"

"Well there is one more thing, like I said I felt I learned to live with who I am but that didn't stop me from thinking that I would never fit in. it was until the day i jump first that i found myself"

" i look into his eyes it makes my heart feel a way i never felt

"I finally found where I belong".

"Please Tobias it's me"

For the first time in a while tears came out of my eye from the pain that i felt on the inside

I realized then that I couldn't pull him out so why not make his mission easier for him.I grabbed the gun that I had pointed at him and turned it so the front of the gun was facing me and pointing at my forehead.

"It's okay"

"I-i love you"

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You nearly died because of me, I almost shot you. Why didn't you shoot me?"

"I couldn't do that, it would have been i was shooting myself"
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