Society Killed The Teenager

Society Killed The Teenager

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Maria Alarcon By Mariaalarcon12 Updated Sep 30, 2016

"I've always had this feeling that I wouldn't live to see past 30. Life has always been hard for me and I know that one day, it'll kill me." 

I put down my pen and slash my wrists, painting the paper a beautiful red. 

I look at the note and tuck it in a book for safe keeping. 

I look down at my thighs and see the words "die" and "you won't be missed" etched in to my skin, glowing in the lamp light. 

I reach for the Advil on my desktop and open the bottle, throwing my head back and gulping down as many as my throat would allow. 

I sigh and stumble to my bed, a wicked smile on my face and an excited feeling in my stomach.

Awaiting death makes me feel alive.

  • cutting
  • fallinginlove
  • friends
  • help
  • ignored
  • ihatehim
  • ihateme
  • isloveevenreal
  • iwanttodie
  • killmenow
  • notloved
  • suicide
  • whydidhedothis
You can't get addicted to either of those but you can turn into a drunk or a pothead
My parents are divorced...although im only three years old when they divorced...i do spent nights crying until now at the age of 12 is still do....i miss my dad alot
*reads while listening to Melanie Martinez's cover of "creep"*
                              
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                              This is so fricking heartbreaking ;-;
_withtheswirl_ _withtheswirl_ Mar 18, 2017
The first thing that came to my head while reading this was Danielle bergoli
I'm 13 and weigh about 95 pounds... I swear to god I'm a normal child I have no idea how I'm so underweight ;-;
books_exist_ books_exist_ Jul 23, 2016
I'm going to be that 14 year old 
                              I just now it 
                              And I'm disappointed