Society Killed The Teenager

Society Killed The Teenager

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Maria Alarcon By Mariaalarcon12 Updated Sep 30, 2016

"I've always had this feeling that I wouldn't live to see past 30. Life has always been hard for me and I know that one day, it'll kill me." 

I put down my pen and slash my wrists, painting the paper a beautiful red. 

I look at the note and tuck it in a book for safe keeping. 

I look down at my thighs and see the words "die" and "you won't be missed" etched in to my skin, glowing in the lamp light. 

I reach for the Advil on my desktop and open the bottle, throwing my head back and gulping down as many as my throat would allow. 

I sigh and stumble to my bed, a wicked smile on my face and an excited feeling in my stomach.

Awaiting death makes me feel alive.

  • cutting
  • fallinginlove
  • friends
  • help
  • ignored
  • ihatehim
  • ihateme
  • isloveevenreal
  • iwanttodie
  • killmenow
  • notloved
  • suicide
  • whydidhedothis
*reads while listening to Melanie Martinez's cover of "creep"*
                              
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                              This is so fricking heartbreaking ;-;
_withtheswirl_ _withtheswirl_ Mar 18, 2017
The first thing that came to my head while reading this was Danielle bergoli
I'm 13 and weigh about 95 pounds... I swear to god I'm a normal child I have no idea how I'm so underweight ;-;
hazyhobi hazyhobi Dec 28, 2016
You realise that you could really screw up her life if she watches that, right?
books_exist_ books_exist_ Jul 23, 2016
I'm going to be that 14 year old 
                              I just now it 
                              And I'm disappointed
trmdxgirl trmdxgirl Aug 07, 2016
That poem is so realistic and true, it shows what's happening to our society and how it's going down....