Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginnings End I'd have been completely fine, living in my little dream weekend bubble if she had just kept her mouth shut. I imagine that by now I'd have held Chris' hand, or maybe even let him hold me in an embrace. I imagine the night would've ended with our first, and possibly only, kiss. I imagine the night would've ended with me wishing it wouldn't end. But, that's not real life. In real life, girl get's pissed with best friend for having a big mouth and dredging up the past. In real life, girl takes out frustration on amazing boy that is truly not deserving of girl's anger. In real life girl pushes boy away completely. In real life, girl regrets it forever. *BOOK 1* *Alternate Universe in which Chris Evans is a police officer.