PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! Warning/Triggers This fic includes; eating disorders, swearing, alchahol, drugs, possibly smut and overall a really unhealthy lifestyle. There is no happy ending. "Do friends kiss? Do friends makeout? Do friends fuck?" "no." "So what are we?" "I don't know Nick." "you look pale. you ok?" "i haven't eaten for 6 days." "y/n.."