"I swear all I wanna do is love you. I don't want to hurt you, please believe me!"
I shouldn't have gone to the coffee shop in a different time and order a coffee, I should've just walk in the coffee shop the usual time and ordered the usual. I would't be in this huge mess if I would've just gone by the usual like any other day.
I don't believe in love honestly, I have had really bad relationships in the past and my parents didn't make it any better when I saw my mom in the porch staring blankly at the massive tree in front of our house, believing if she stared at it for long dad was going to pop out of it, and all her prayers would be answered.
I don't wanna know anything about love, I believe it doesn't exist, it can't exist. If love is always getting your hopes up and getting played and just waiting for the one person you thought you would always spend your entire life with then I don't want to know about it. I really don't. It sounds too painful.
And this Lauren Jauregui girl doesn't make it any different...