(Order the eBook on Amazon now.) The sequel to: This Thing Upon Me. Author of his own destiny at the start of 2016, Zayn Malik enjoys the spoils of his meteoric chart success and a steamy relationship with one of fashion's fastest growing prospects, Gigi Hadid. On paper, the media-adored pair seem perfectly matched. Both marketing ambassadors to powerhouse brands and making history side by side in music and in fashion, their relationship has undoubtedly propelled their careers to new heights. Yet when the dust settles and the cameras turn away, few are aware of the ills that reign behind closed doors. Zayn is battling a ruinous secret he carried with him from the band, and it will take the reemergence of a profound lover from his past to reveal that his heart is in total disrepair.