Living With Boys
Have you ever had to make a decision and you thought of every possible outcome? You made the list of pros and cons. Debating which option would be best for you? Debating if it was worth it? Yeah, been there, and done that.
Even though I thought I made every possible outcome and avoided all of them, I guess I ignored one thing that was clear to me that no one could out think; fate.
Not matter the choices I made, I feel as if it had the opposite effect of what I was hoping for. I laid in the small bed, the monitor beeping. No one came to see me. It's as if no one cared. I had destroyed everything I had, and for what? That I can't answer.
If I could go back in time and grab the problem by the root, I would have, but things don't work that way, never have, never will. Now I sat as all types of monitors were attached to me, wishing I could go back.
How'd I get here? You may ask.
That's something you should see for yourself.