I'm fat. I get that you don't have to tell me twice. I know that guys won't go for me. But maybe, just maybe he would want me. Ethan Ryder. Schools bad boy player. I have had a crush on him since freshman year. And he has never noticed me. I live next to him for God sake. He still doesn't even know I exist. Well not this time. I have to make my move. And it will start now. But what he did broke my heart forever.