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Why I have trust issues: phan

Why I have trust issues: phan

69.5K Reads 3.4K Votes 25 Part Story
Erin CMcF By erincmcf Completed

Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill.
But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world?
Read to find out.

Trigger Warning:
contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other triggering things

EmoWeasley EmoWeasley Mar 13
Most people dont understand me when I say I feel like a cow. Probably because I am underweight and short. Every time we go to the doctor and I get my weight checked I hate it bc my dad makes jokes.  (Love my dad though)
Smileyreader206 Smileyreader206 6 days ago
I cry everytime I get my weight checked even though it's fine, I just hate it
Mum: Issy you need to eat more..You're skinnier then Alice which isn't good because you can see Alice's ribs.
                              Me: I don't want to eat..I'll have a hot chocolate and an apple a day okay?
                              Me: *Runs to my room and locks herself in there* I'm the skinniest person alive...
im way too skinny, im not underweight by a lot but i don't eat enough in one day even though people always compliment me on how nice my body looks, they don't care that im not healthy
PollyCard PollyCard Mar 10
That's not bad, I usually get 3-6 cuz the internet is here, the internet is gr8
*Cough* Why does this have to be after I found out Phil has over 4 mil now? fml