Christopher Maurice Brown is the love of my life. One question i always ask myself is why?, is it becaused im forced too? Chris always did seem controlling from the jump, i would have never thought it would get this bad. He hurt me so bad menatally and phsically, yet i always forgive him.......why? I know he loves me, because if he didnt he wouldnt force me to live with him.....love him. I should be angry towards him yet im not.