My eyes is now blurry because of the tears that continuously flowing from my eyes. This pain in my heart is killing me, why should I have to feel this way. I endured all the hurt he gave me because I love him. All the emotional and physical pain.
Yeah right. His hurting me physically but I can't protest because his the only thing that I have in my life. I have no parents and siblings. My parents died 2 years ago, I only leave by myself now.
I am now here in a bar around QC. Drinking myself to death. Why? Beccause me and Myco already broke up after a year of suffering I already came up to my senses. But i'm really hurt because I don't have anyonr to turn to. My bestfriend Ella is not in the country right now, so I don't have a choice to cry on my own.
"Another one here!" I said loudly to the bartender, I know i'm drunk but still concious of what's happening around.
Like the people grinding, almost gaving sex on the dance floor. Or the that couple making out in one of the cou...