Completed "I really thought you were different. In the back of my head, I knew to be careful from previous experiences, but something about you made me leave my guard down. I thought you were the one to change my view on guys. I put total trust in you. All those nights talking on the phone, those webcam dates, using thousands of texts to talk to each other for the times a phone call wasn't possible. The conversations exchanged between us, the things you've told me. How is it possible for you to leave me without a second thought about how I would react? Do you not feel any guilt? Does the fact that my smile disappeared not keep you up at night, making you think about what you've done? Or are you too busy fucking the girl you cheated on me with?"