A Stained Fate: Kingdom On Anotherworld

I am a person like many Binded by Fate, Watched by Time, Controlled by Emotions and a Pawn of a scheme.

Cursed and Tormented. I can't remember the blissful days when everything was bright for all those wonderful memories were now shrowded by my terrible past. Even in a Home I thought was safe is plagued by the unbearable gaze of hate and disgust of the people I called family, to hell with them.

I want to Escape. Escape... from Reality.

I don't wanna Live, I didn't wished to live. And I don't want to die, I don't want to be killed or murdered. I just wish to disapear. Ignored, unremembered and free.

What is Life? Why is it full of torment? In a depressing world full of selfishness and cowardice.... can anyone just... stand up for somebody, atleast even for once?
.....
......

Atleast.... to me...?

I... never wanted this to end. But the pulsing blood that ran through my system diligent and swiftly without hesitation pulled something I had held in my arms....

What am I doing? I couldn't help but smile. Even if it hurts I could only feel joy as the glistening blood flow out of my wrisk. I know it would all soon be over....

"Haha.... all of you... every single one of...

You...

Can go fuck yourselves."

Do I have regrets?

Yes.....

Regretably alot of them. But this decision won't be overturned.... I lived my life, following the words of others. I wasted every moment I breathe... Oh I wish to atleast smile again... not in a moment like this... but with someone who I could proudly call a partner, a lover and a friend...

Such a far off dream... little did I know... My Fate was tied into something much bigger than what I could even possibly Imagined. Starting...

When the hand of God reached out to me.

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This is the unfortunate Rework of Making an Empire in Anotherworld. The changes made are justified because I wanted it to be more "Original".

Author's referenced
@Shina_Hayha
@Ray_Van_Astrea
@Shinden-sama
Unfortunate Editor: @Shinden-sama