~Warning! There is physical abuse involved with most of this fanfiction! There is also self harm involved in a couple of chapters! Proceed with caution!~ Hi, my name is Mitch and I have a journal. Most people would call it a diary, but no it is a journal. There is a difference. In my journal I keep all of my thoughts about him. Jerome. I have loved Jerome for years now. The thought of us being together just makes me so happy. But one problem, he doesn't love me back. Or at least I thought.