Guilt

Everyone copes differently with the strong feeling of guilt. For the one person, it's drinking. Another might feel better after gambling, and someone else might find joy in sleeping with people and not dealing with the consequences. For Emma Swan, the last one was one that she tended to do a lot. She prefers purely physical contact over emotional bonding, but when she meets someone new and is forced to talk with her, she realizes that it isn't entirely impossible to like people she's slept with.

*This is a SwanQueen fanfiction
*You don't have to have watched Once Upon a Time to understand this story
*This story contains mature + sexual themes, so if you don't like that, don't read it
*These characters don't belong to me, they belong to Disney and ABC