Me Before You

Me Before You

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𝑒𝓂 | 남 상아 By EmSlough Completed

❝i should have said no. i should have just hurt you and left you again. but i couldn't. i had to save you. because i loved you. and because the me before you was just a hopeless boy with superfluous dreams. and you defined me, rain. 

and then, after all the anger you had for me leaving you, you left me. after i didn't let you die that night.

and a new me before you was born.

a me before you left. a me before you died. a me before you fucked it all up. a me before i stopped loving you and started hating you instead.

a me when you were still in that bed with me, your hair spread across my pillows, your eyes like liquid amber as you told me you loved me.❞


in which ford remembers the one night he spent with his ex-girlfriend, rain, before she left.


{lowercase intentional}

  • death
  • heartbreak
  • lettingo
  • loss
  • love
  • shortstory
  • suicide
i_have_ur_chocolate i_have_ur_chocolate Oct 02, 2017
You know, your writing would be perfect if you fixed up the grammar
burningwords burningwords Nov 01, 2017
i already am loving the book but at the exact same time doubting if my heart should just leave now. **throws heart out the window** to heart: "don't come back till the end of this book".
twirlingwands twirlingwands Sep 01, 2017
Oh my gosh, I love this with all my heart. This is beautiful; truly a masterpiece and a work of art.