a hellacious miracle - julia (she/they) - Wattpad

Story cover for a hellacious miracle by juliagubler

a hellacious miracle

Reads 5,022
Votes 116
Parts 9
Time 52m

Reads 5,022
Votes 116
Parts 9
Time 52m

Mature

aaronhotchner addiction angst bau comfort criminalminds derekmorgan dilaudid drugaddiction drugs emilyprentiss fanfiction hope hurt jenniferjareau penelopegarcia sad spencerreid suicide suicideattempt

while dealing with a drug addiction, spencer reid decided to take his own life, as what he thought would be an escape from his pain.  
two years later, when on a case, the team thinks they've found their beloved boy genius, but he is far from the man they once knew. 
could a miracle have happened on that traumatic night? and if so, is it a miracle from heaven or a miracle from hell? 

⚠️ TW: 
- death 
- suicidal thoughts and actions
- self-harm 
- homicide
- kidnapping and torture 
- drug use and addiction

in general - this story is dark.
so, if you're in a bad place with mental health or if any of the mentioned trigger warnings may affect you - please don't risk reading this story. 
the last thing i would want is my writing negatively affecting someone's mental health! 
and if nobody has told you yet today, i love and appreciate you and am so, so glad you are here <333

ALSO this story moves fast because i'm an impatient motherfucker (it's a semi-tolerable plot though... so enjoy bbys!)All Rights Reserved

aaronhotchner addiction angst bau comfort criminalminds derekmorgan dilaudid drugaddiction drugs emilyprentiss fanfiction hope hurt jenniferjareau penelopegarcia sad spencerreid suicide suicideattempt

Table of contents

9 parts

Sign up to add a hellacious miracle to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Ineffable - Spencer Reid by coucoumgg14

In which a girl genius meets a boy genius. "𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝒻, 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒" -𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝐵𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉𝑒, "𝒲𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐻𝑒𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈" ~Book 1~ ~Seasons 1-5~ 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘊𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘏𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴. Enjoy and leave comments! *SLOW BURN* *TW: sexual assault, abuse, murder, gore, violence, mental health, mention of suicide, and addiction* !SPOILERS FOR SEASONS 1-5!

I Never Knew by reidsnrenswhore

you and Spencer have never really been close when you started working at the BAU and you wanted to respect that if he never wanted to get as close to you as he was to the others. But one case that you two work together with seemed to start to change that. (just gonna add this is going to be kind of a slow burn sorry and I will add trigger warnings where I feel like there may be a need for it thanks) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- uh hi I don't quite have a set story line yet but that will change at some point. this is also my first fanfic so please be nice about the writing. I also don't have a set upload schedule atm so bare with me. this fic will have smut and some possible triggering subjects so I will put those warnings if you're not interested or if you just wanna be cautious about this. again this is my first one so pls be nice thanks

Haunted by the Memory || Criminal Minds by silentseeker

"My kindness is a choice." One little girl shouldn't be dropped in the middle of CIA plots and deceptions. Children of any age were too young to understand the patriotic duty to protect their nation at any cost necessary. Except, here she was, defying orders and making sure they regret ever clawing their way into her life. She liked it that way. She didn't expect to run into Doctor Spencer Reid. The BAU has a bad habit of sticking their noses in places it shouldn't be. When there's an opening to investigate an incident that left a hole in Spencer's life, the team is all-hands on deck. He let that little girl slip from his grasp once, but he'd never let it happen again. But the answers the team uncovers may be too much to bear. OR Parental! Spencer Reid with a genius adopted kid who likes to disappear on him.

Running by Nooneasked007

We're all running away from something. Question is, can we escape it? Eleanor Price has a traumatic past that she's spent her life trying to hide. After she successfully joins the FBI's Behavioural Analysis Unit, she convinces herself that she's finally moved on and the skeletons will stay in the closet. But ten years later, when she's called back to her home town for an abduction case, can she keep her demons at bay? Or will all hell break loose? One would've thought that keeping your true feelings hidden was easy. Heck, she'd been doing it her whole life. But when Spencer Reid pushes through her emotionless facade, will he be the one to calm the storm? Or will he too fall victim to her torturous past? Fear loves to play, but sometimes nightmares need to be forgotten to be able to save lives. Wouldn't you agree? Secrets untold and a past relived, can Eleanor make it through this case without shutting down? Or will some monsters be harder to fight than others? WARNING⚠️ Mentions of rape~ Rape~ Cursing~ I don't do smut❌ Please enjoy! #1 in #doctorspencerreid as of February 27, 2021

Honesty - Criminal Minds || Spencer Reid Fanfiction by bekah-x

{Book One} COMPLETED - SPOILERS PRIOR TO SEASON 12 The BAU were not ready for the arrival of Aaron's Hotchner's secret daughter. not even Hotch himself was ready for her. But when the secret love-child of Hotch and Kate Joyner appears in the FBI's Behavioural Analysis Unit in Quantico, it's the attention of Dr Spencer Reid that allows Agent Brenda Melanie Joyner the one chance she needs to prove everything. "Do you love her?" He asked, looking down at me again suddenly.   "It's a simple enough question. You loved Maeve and you lost her, I need to know if you love her too so I can be around to make sure you never lose her." I forced the lump out of my throat by swallowing hard, clearing my throat and rapidly blinking my eyes without looking at Morgan's pressing stare. "The truth?" I asked, glancing back up at him and he nodded. "I've loved her since the day I sat on the other side of a door and realised she was about to die and I wasn't." * Please note that the characters in this novel are not my own and the rights of which solely belong to the creators of Criminal Minds. The scenarios, events and plot-line are however of my own creation. This story is purely for entertainment purposes only. All rights reserved to the Criminal Minds franchise.*

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Two by queenofdeansbooty

Now that you understand your place in the team, you work day in and day out to capture the bad guys and give justice fo those who seek it. However, something traumatic from your past is brought back into your life, and you don't know who you are all of a sudden. How can you do a good job when you're breaking apart inside? Most importantly, how can you be there for Spencer when he needs you the most? (I am rewriting Criminal Minds, all fifteen seasons, as if the reader was a part of the Behavioral Analysis Unit. This is a Spencer Reid x Reader fanfiction)

Quiet as a Mouse || Abused Spencer Reid by Brody_Allen9

Spencer Reid was fine. It didn't matter that his coworkers were starting to notice things about him., things he's been trying to hide in plain sight for years. And yeah, perhaps his boyfriend (who they hadn't even known about) gets a bit angry sometimes, but that's only natural if you have to deal with someone like him for a long period of time. And he's the first person who's stuck around. So Spencer is fine. Absolutely, unconditionally fine. Only the stray bruises, staring into space and flinching at every unpredictable movement or sound are there to say otherwise. Warnings: graphic physical / psychological abuse in most chapters, non-graphic sexual abuse, slight gun violence in chapter 7 related to a case, PTSD symptoms and flashbacks, graphic depictions of injuries, an alphabet of manipulation tactics and the such, implied / referenced minor eating disorder (he doesn't have the best eating habits), plus negative self-talk from our poor Pretty Boy. This ended up being a lot more psychologically disturbing than I imagined, so please please proceed with caution. If you're not in the right headspace right now, be careful if you still choose to read this. Fun fact, I was listening to the full album of Everywhere at the End of Time for the most part while writing this. That might have contributed to the style lol BOOK TWO OUT ON JUNE 18!!! If you enjoyed this, please consider reading that, too :)

Badged and Bruised by blondie_cinderella

A Criminal Minds Spencer Reid X Y/N Fanfiction *Completed* When a close call in the field sends Dr. Spencer Reid to a local hospital, overworked and under appreciated nurse y/n is ordered to tend to his wounds. Then, a disheartening phone call regarding his mom's health leads Spencer to open up to y/n. Through a shared heart-to-heart, the two devise a plan to help solve both of their issues: y/n will leave her crummy job and move in to care for Diana Reid. But how long will they be able to conceal their hidden desires for each other? *All Rights Reserved (excluding characters and storylines attributed to the Criminal Minds creators)*

I'm sorry (Spencer Reid x reader) by EmilysBra

"𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚, 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒆" Y/N thought she was over her past but when she had to face it again she realized it still haunts her. What will happen? Will she get out of it? And what will happen between her and Spencer? Will it all get resolved or will the situation get fucked up? Read to find out! Spencer Reid x reader (she/her) TW's will only be shown in the introduction! First time writing a wattpad story so please bare with me and give me tips! Started: 30th nov 2023 Finished: 8th feb 2024 I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CRIMINAL MINDS CHARACTERS I ONLY OWN THE STORY LINE AND THE OTHER CHARACTERS!!

broken love |s.reid| by jjnreidsdaughter

"do you think it was easy watching you fall in love with her? you think my heart wasn't broken when i found out you two were getting married? i stood there, controlling my micro expressions so you couldn't tell in that very moment my heart broke." just then, Spencer grabbed my shoulder, cupped my cheek, kissing me passionately before pulling me into the tightest hug. * i don't own any of the characters or anything* #14 spencerreid 1/17/21 #1 aaronhotchner 1/27/21 #4 derekmorgan 1/31/21

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Ineffable - Spencer Reid cover

I Never Knew cover

Haunted by the Memory || Criminal Minds cover

Honesty - Criminal Minds || Spencer Reid Fanfiction cover

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Two cover

Quiet as a Mouse || Abused Spencer Reid cover

Badged and Bruised cover

I'm sorry (Spencer Reid x reader) cover

broken love |s.reid| cover

Ineffable - Spencer Reid

In which a girl genius meets a boy genius. "𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝒻, 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒" -𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝐵𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉𝑒, "𝒲𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐻𝑒𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈" ~Book 1~ ~Seasons 1-5~ 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘊𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘏𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴. Enjoy and leave comments! SLOW BURN TW: sexual assault, abuse, murder, gore, violence, mental health, mention of suicide, and addiction !SPOILERS FOR SEASONS 1-5!