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Out of reasons (M×M) ✔
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sweetcaressesofmay
Complete, First published Jul 21, 2020
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Only a few months after his dad's death, Daniel decides to leave his hometown to study in an art school at countryside. New ambience would surely help him deal with his dad's death, but what if it, instead, only gives him more issues to deal with? In his new school Daniel meets an illicitly good-looking guy, who seems almost too good to be true. It would have been a perfect beginning of the journey, if Daniel didn't have to share his dormitory flat with a bad-tempered and dishevelled roommate..

CW: violence, sexual assault, trauma, mentions of suicide, panic attacks

2019 (original), 2022 (edited).
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