As unbelievable as it is true This is a Work in PROGRESS AND will not outright start out with what happened mid you want the short version I'll give you the link to a video I made I won't lie and say I live what I did not or did not live what I did. It is not a perspective. It is an evidenced story soaked in fact , repeated betrayal, abuses od authorities I was conditioned to trust . This is a story of a slow crucifixion of a person who expected to begin her career. One which would take me to the opposite end of the spectrum in regard to what others believe is 'ideal' yet free of the expectations needed fo fully surrender and believe. Sometimes, we do but , until we are forced to our kneesZ as I was