**PLEASE READ WARNINGS BEFORE READING!!** You'd spent the last three months in Father Ren's head, flipping through his brain like it was a stack of cards. He'd been tough to crack, at first--he'd built the barriers around his brain so thick you'd had to employ measures you hadn't used in years. The innocuous, pointless questions, the skirts, the tiny touches. Layer after layer, until you caught it, like a snap of light in his pulse: I need her. cover art by @_polart_ on instagram Originally uploaded to AO3 (kassanovella) and tumblr (kylorengarbagedump) in 2016. This is a Priest!Kylo x Demon!Reader AU. EVERY chapter of this is explicit smut with themes relating to blasphemy, death, blood, ritual, and possession. Please do not read if any of those make you uncomfortable. I'm SERIOUS. AO3 Tags: Blasphemy Confessional Sex Virgin!Kylo Shameless Smut Bloodplay Futile Appeals to a Higher Power Reader gives Father Ren a literal la petite mort Explicit Catholicism Violence Defiling Father Ren is Totally 100 Percent Fine Candlestick up the booty MASSive blowjob Ruined orgasm Mirror Sex Dirty Talk Verbal Humiliation Unhealthy Amounts of Cognitive Dissonance and Hypocrisy EVEN MORE BLOODPLAY Ritual Sex