Only For You (Brendon Urie/Panic! At The Dis...
1. An intense feeling of deep affection. "Babies fill parents with intense feelings of love"
2. A person or thing one loves. "She was the love his life"
1. Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone. "Do you love me?"
The word was so foreign to Esmée Lanter throughout her whole life. However, that was until she started producing music for Fueled By Ramen, until Panic! At The Disco became her first client in 2004. They went through game changing ordeals, yet they insisted on keeping her around.
She had felt love on that first day in 2004; it was the floaty feeling in her heart that she refused to allow to consume her and her work ethic.
Esmée let nothing get in the way of her work, and she sure took effort in shutting out Brendon Urie for the sake of her sanity. She hid her overwhelming feelings, but for Brendon, it wasn't as easy.
He makes the music, she produces it. That's where it stops. Years ago if you told Esmée that Brendon was the "love of her life", she would've laughed. But now as her feelings grow and that statement is proven to be true, all she can do is hope.