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It Doesn't Even Matter
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butterbreadfly
Ongoing, First published Apr 23, 2020
anxietydisordercomingofagedepressiondramadrugsfamilyfamilyproblemslonerlovelovestorymentaldisordermentalhealthoutsiderrebelrichkidsromanceslowburnteendramateenfictionteenromanceyoungadultyoungromance
Max is struggling, plain and simple. After dropping out of school two years ago to help his mom with the bills and losing his best friend, he's just kind of shut things out. His life has been in pure survival mode. Work, pay bills, survive. But things only getting more complicated when he's ripped away from everything he's ever known. His mom, never the most put together woman has an affair with her married boss and gets pregnant. Now she's decided to move them both to Beverly Hills and into his place! With new step siblings that hate him before they've even met and a man that thinks he can just jump in and be his father, Max has had just about enough of everything. On top of all that he's starting up school again, and with these new fancy rich kids, Max feels even more suffocated and out of place then he did before. Will Max figure out his place or fall farther and farther into the background suffocating?
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