Currently rewriting and adding chapter! [JJKxBTS] Is it my fault that I don't have a crystal yet? No, right? Then why does everyone hate me for it? Even our band is loosing fans because of me....maybe if I leave.....then things would be fine.....? 'cause I'm the only odd one out... I don't deserve to live. My hyungs also hate me now. They all use their powers against me. But it is ok......they are just stressed, right? I am just being selfish. I should let them take out all their stress on me. I don't help in the music or dance of the group so I will help in this way........maybe I can be less of a burden this way.......? Why do I even question myself? Obviously it is true. BUT I'M TIRED NOW. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE.....SORRY HYUNGS, I LET YOU DOWN AGAIN. This is also gonna be a Collab with @BTSismynewdrug . She is a good writer and helped me a lot with the plot. Go check her out. Cover by @-YE0VERSE