Alive (Phan)

Alive (Phan)

578K Reads 33K Votes 30 Part Story
soph🌼 By danandphilgaymes Completed

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? 

pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz 

tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol

ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV

NOTE: THERE IS NO MAIN CHARACTER DEATH IN THIS FIC ONLY MENTIONS OF DEATH AND SUICIDE THAT IS WHY IT IS TAGGED

art on cover by phanbeans.tumblr.com

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  • amazingphil
  • crabstickz
  • dan
  • danisnotonfire
  • danosaur
  • fanfic
  • howell
  • kickthephanstickz
  • kickthepj
  • lester
  • phandom
  • phanfic
  • phanfiction
  • phil
  • phillion
  • wallflower
buddy21703 buddy21703 Dec 02, 2017
So the song and the words. Written amazingly, and I don’t know what to say, even though I know what I’m thinking
Danyielll Danyielll Jun 30
Literally I can think of phil with like a  mysterious grin creeping into his ear
ElliotxSunshine ElliotxSunshine Jul 06, 2017
Im ready for this story. Im still recovering from Bad Boys Don't Smile
hahahahaham666 hahahahaham666 Jul 07, 2017
i love how everyone can relate, i'm not so alone after all :)
Sarah91013 Sarah91013 Nov 14, 2017
It's been years since I've last read this, but I'm going back in.
Ok I'm just like that. Im also a professional at going unnoticed and when someone is looking at me, I can FEEL IT.