Alive (Phan)

Alive (Phan)

558K Reads 32.3K Votes 30 Part Story
soph🌼 By danandphilgaymes Completed

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? 

pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz 

tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol

ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV

NOTE: THERE IS NO MAIN CHARACTER DEATH IN THIS FIC ONLY MENTIONS OF DEATH AND SUICIDE THAT IS WHY IT IS TAGGED

art on cover by phanbeans.tumblr.com

  • alive
  • amazingphil
  • crabstickz
  • dan
  • danisnotonfire
  • danosaur
  • fanfic
  • howell
  • kickthephanstickz
  • kickthepj
  • lester
  • phandom
  • phanfic
  • phanfiction
  • phil
  • phillion
  • wallflower
carxlineb carxlineb Mar 14
my brain says no but i say yes. sleep is for the weak anyway \_(•_•)_/
buddy21703 buddy21703 Dec 02
So the song and the words. Written amazingly, and I don’t know what to say, even though I know what I’m thinking
Im ready for this story. Im still recovering from Bad Boys Don't Smile
pandafreakx pandafreakx Jul 07
i love how everyone can relate, i'm not so alone after all :)
Sarah91013 Sarah91013 Nov 14
It's been years since I've last read this, but I'm going back in.
spookyphiI spookyphiI Jan 10
i'm one paragraph in and i can already tell that i finally found a good phanfic